I have many emotions in my life right now, one of those I would like to discuss is FRUSTRATION. I am very easily frustrated at this intersection in my world. I also am very very abstracted and find that I want to know how my friends and family are doing, so I read your blog. I know, I am not a very good friend, sister, daughter, neighbor, nail person, cousin, niece, etc. right now. TDB, I've got nothing to give for the time being, if you saw my house you would completely understand that it's not just you that's being neglected... I apologize!!!! Really I DO! It just is what it is... I promise it will be better soon, I have LOTS of HOPE for "BeTtEr". This divorce nonsense is enough to put anyone over the edge. (If any one has suggestions, tips, tricks, a free cleaning service, an overflowing and generous bank account, time to chat between 2-5am, the desire to sit and watch my DVR'd shows with me, or a hot rebound date... LET ME KNOW! ALL of the above would be great... NOW I'M DIFFUSING! Sorry, back to my original point. I can only know how your lives are going through your blogs... SO FIRST, update them! SECOND, I changed my email and you privaters need to INVITE me!!! HURRY, do it now! (colep83@gmail.com) ThIrD, If you are not on my blog lists and you read my blog I think it's only fair that I get to read yours! Leave a comment so we can be dysfunctional blog friends since that's what I am capable of right now. Agreed?!
Thanks for letting me vent and broadcast my my life and tactless thoughts. Thanks for still loving me while I'm in survival mode... Peace out!
i LOVE you Nicole!!!! Bring on the frustration... venting is the most sane thing a person can do! I am available FOR YOU any-day between the hours of 2 to 5 am!
ReplyDeleteI am glad to see it's not just me who is a dysfunctional mess right now! And by the way, admitting you are a bad friend right now just made my day! I am right there with you sweetie! Take Care, hang in there, and know that even though it may not feel like it, things will get better! They simply have to when you've hit rock bottom! Hope to see you soon!
ReplyDeleteOh cute Nicole--
ReplyDeleteHang tough! YOu are a strong person and there is silver in your cloud too, I promise!!
Love ya!!
Oh Nicole, I'm sorry you are having such a hard time right now. It will get better, even though it totally sucks right now. I was just feeling the same way about how bad of a friend I was because the only way I've been "keeping in touch" with my friends is blogstalking them (Including you!) Hang in there, you are a tough chick and this is just a blip in the long term scheme of things. We love you! You're in our prayers.
ReplyDeleteNicole, the good thing is you don't have to be a good friend right now. This is when all your friends get to jump in and be there for you! One of the greatest gifts I think we are given is that time never stops. One of my great friends told me that over the summer. Her little boy passed away from cancer 4 years ago and she said even though she never stops thinking about him, time keeps moving and slowly things get a little better. I know your circumstances are much different than hers or mine but I hope that gives you some comfort. In the meantime, have fun blog stalking! Noel
ReplyDeleteYou pretty much described my life and I'm NOT going through the same crap you are. I can't imagine with the added stress. You're welcome to vent anytime and remember I'm up every weekend night until 6am. Perfect for early morning tyrades!
ReplyDeleteI can't stand cheap people. It makes me real mad when someone says something like, "Hey, when are you going to pay me that $100 you owe me?" or "Do you have that $50 you borrowed?" Man, quit being so cheap!
ReplyDeleteUM, I still think you are a fabulous friend! You are the best one I've got! I love you so much! Stay strong, and one day when we are both rich and happy we can go on a freakin amazing vacation and just forget about life! :) (something to look forward to...)
ReplyDeleteHey, girl. Sorry, I am one of those bloggers not updating. I will be better. Just remember through all of this, I love you. And I will always be here for you. Whenever you need a shoulder to cry on, and ear to bend, or whatever, call me. Or better yet. Come visit.
ReplyDeleteBy the way, were you able to get on my blog.
Nicole! Thank you for inviting me to view your blog. Venting is the best medicine sometimes! I'm glad you are not bottling up all those frustrations! Know that we are all there for you! Please let me know if I can ever do anything for you! You are awesome! Have a fabulous day! Love, Amy T
ReplyDeletejust wanted to say hi! we miss you! kelly
ReplyDeleteHey nicole, i love reading your blog and seeing updates on your life. Becky Larkin
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you are going through such a difficult situation!! If there is anything I can EVER do, let me know!!
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